Why do I have gay porn stuck in my head?

I mean... not that I mind, honestly... but mayeb I talk in my sleep sometimes, you know... or something, and it makes me weird to think about it because some might think it makes me a freak.

I might think that.

But, hey... last night... I dreamt of Alex and Zach making out... *thinks* Maybe it was Vampire Eric and Sylar, I don't know exactly... But my point is... okay, that was hot...

But still!! I'm not a guy having a gay crisis! *ducks an eyebrow at Jensen* Right?

And yeah... okay, on the gay/bi territory I'm pretty much settled because *AWWWW WINNN!!!* the dream ended with me sandwitched between Jensen A (as in Ackles if you're a noob, or just Fuckin' A otherwise) and Lauren Cohan. *drools* 
It seems that the lack of living with my bf has my brain in compensation overdrive. Awesome!

Speaking of... I'm moving in monday!

 There's this recuring dream I keep having, right? Sometimes I'm part of SPN's cast, sometimes it's Leverage, lately I've also been in Dollhouse... Awesome right? I get to be friends with everyone and I date whoever I want depending on the dream.

Last night... Huh... let me remember. Ah, yeah... two parts.

I was taking the subway to work (wtf?) with Alexander Skarsgård (hot as ever...) and we were greeted upon arrival by none other than Zach Quinto AND Chris Pine. And I was like rolling my eyes and sighing when all Zach found to say hello was to french Alex. So, Chris took my mind off it. God! Those eyes!

 

The otehr one took place at next year's NO H8 event. I was proudly sporting my bipride bracelet, and it got a lot of attention, given Kristen Bell wore one too and we were all goofing around.

And in honor of pride and no discrimination, Jensen and Jared kissed. So, it started soft, right? I like two buddies just kissing for show. But then Jared cupped Jensen's cheek and stepped closer and.... wow...

And there was a picture snapped apparently, with Chris (Kane) laughing his ass off in the background and me a little to the side, fist up in the air and screaming something in the lines of "whoooohoo!"

And that picture of them of course was all over the internet by the next day, and I found icons of me too, with the caption 'Fangirl' or 'squee' ... which... hell yeah.

And when they broek appart Jensen laughed and went "Whoa."

People! I got a visual!

 So, it's possible that i'm enjoying having my computer again a little too much, but jumping from link to link is actually pretty awesome tonight.
So this is for the Smallville and hot guys fan. Justin Hartley... and oh boy, the fun on awkward grin he's sporting all through the video is WAY sexier than any shirtless scene i've seen of him so far. Yup.

 *fans self* *tries to stop crying in laughter* So!!! For any fans of Heroes out there, or just for guy fans. Or for people that automatically think gay porn when they see Sylar and Peter, or Sylar and Mohider for example. or any other guys, really... anyway, for those and everyone else, i wanted to share this.
And i believe it doesn't take a mind as twisted as mine to make the parallel.