So....

I've got a new computer. And I find myself in need for some guidance.

My new baby's a dream, really. Last night I was like 'Dude, can you hear my computer?' (the last one's fan was SO loud it gave me headaches)
And David when like. "Nope."
"Me neither."
A dream, really.

i still haven't got around to see if I lost anything from my old hard drive though.

But, yeah... not the point of this post.

I went over at my parent's house for almost 24 hours and it went okay until I was about to leave.
Then, in front of my mom, her twin and my cousin, he said something so stupid. one of this 'I know you so well truths' (my ass) of his and i blew a fuse. Honestly? If I hadn't been so shocked by the absurdity or so mad that he did this JUST as i was going in my car, I would have laughed my ass off.
Honest.
He said, completely sure of himself, the exact opposite of the truth. And everyone there knew it.
So we fought, because I swore to myself that even if it makes things worse between us i wouldn't let things go and just nod and take the blows.
So i left.

Here's my confession and my plea for guidance. i'm not the first one with daddy issues and it's terrible how it's just lame but I needed to get this out.
Please, if you're not ready for TMI, don't read. And i hope you won't see me differently after that.
Here's the part of the post that i edited before i posted.

( The Seven Circles of my mind, right here. )

Anyway... anything i might have mentionned here, i'm obviously confortable enough with so if you wanna ask something, i can talk about it. Go ahead. If having more info will help you adivse me, i'll tell you whatever you want.