Hm... so... i was totally bored yesterday in Negociation and today I had like 6 hours more so... I decided to occupy myself... I customized to my liking one CSS stylesheet by the great street_of_mercy . I made it so the colors matched my brand new banner!! I made it myself. And I managed to post everything even though the shcool networks' lame, photoshop is slooooww and jl is glitching. (Heard that before...)
I'm so proud of me!

And yes... I am a geek with a slight asperger syndrome.
Sue me.

Hey buddies, for those who are interested, I'm taking a break from my life until the mid terms are over. I might post stuff and some stories but I won't be concentrating on them. In January it'll be a different story and i'll be back on track.

Hopefully.

Anyway, this is what promted this: it's been a few weeks that i've been swamped in work and stress signals have been showing everywhere. Tachycardia and arythmia are back, i don't sleep, can't eat unless I want to feel like puking... etc... So I'm been meaning to post this for a while.

I'm currently in a room in my school instead of being in class because some janitor found me crying on the floor of the bathroom. Very neat self esteem wise. I was completely fine this morning, although i haven't slept much, i had energy. Then i got out of class for the break and it all happened in 30 seconds.
I was laughing and joking about being excited for yesterday's episode of Heroes, that i can watch tonight, to feeling my stomach actually burn and i thought i was going to vomit when i stood. i went to the bathroom and i thought i as going to die from a heart attack. Poor David, I called his cell like 5 times because i wanted him to help me relax but he didn't get my class, so he's in class and must be wondering what the hell is happening. I called my mom and cried like a stupid shit, while hestitating between making myself sick and get it over with or trying not to puke. I haven't decided yet.
The doctor was called in emergency and I'm still shaking and feeling sick. He gave me something to sleep. That'd be great. I haven't slept more than three or four hours in two weeks, so yeah... *if* that works, that'd be great.
They make artificial hearts, can they make articicial stomachs too? i want one. one that doesn't burn and digests itself. (santa, if you read this...)

I'm sorry if this post is dramatic, i basically just wanted to tell you I'll try to catch up on my friend's page but i can't guaranty anyhing since i have a lot of people in my flist and they all post many great stuff and i can't choose...

 So, I got a new header. I love it! It was made by the awesome hushushalibi .

Hm, by the way, if anyone wants one I'm offering. Just give me one or several pictures or a fandom, a pairing, whatever, and i can come up with one. I feel like doing some but i have no inspiration these days.

As a side note, here's my first animated icon. I'm such a dork but I'm proud of it because it's my first. You can snag if you like. Just credit. :)